Saturday, July 11, 2015

If it Hurts More Than Helps


This is why I left the Asylum; you know that sick, symbiotic relationship that two mentally sick people have, where they continually feed off of each other, but in the meantime destroy everything/everyone around them?

Well, that was it: Troll & her Enabler..... It was hurting me, making me ill, killing me day by day, and I was seriously looking to end it by an act of violence, not suicide.

The thing is it is still going on, every-single-day that the Asylum is open for business, and it is killing those others who work there..... I see it when I go pick-up books or volunteer.....

One huge cesspit of dysfunction... It isn't healthy nor is it "Normal", and I chose to escape....

But I know that fear is the greatest slave master, and when you're too afraid to take the steps to freedom, when you're too afraid to trust your inner knowing & Creator, then you are stuck & mired in quicksand and eventually the stress from the abuse will disable you physically & then kill you.

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