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For me it is All About Being of Service & Living the Life of the Give-Away....

Being Mindful of those who are unable to speak for themselves; our Non-Two Legged Relations and the Future Generations.

It's about walking on the Canka Luta Waste Behind the Cannunpa and the ceremonies.

It's about Mindfulness and Respect. It's about Honesty and owning up to my foibles.

It's about: Mi Takuye Oyacin

Saturday, July 11, 2015

If it Hurts More Than Helps


This is why I left the Asylum; you know that sick, symbiotic relationship that two mentally sick people have, where they continually feed off of each other, but in the meantime destroy everything/everyone around them?

Well, that was it: Troll & her Enabler..... It was hurting me, making me ill, killing me day by day, and I was seriously looking to end it by an act of violence, not suicide.

The thing is it is still going on, every-single-day that the Asylum is open for business, and it is killing those others who work there..... I see it when I go pick-up books or volunteer.....

One huge cesspit of dysfunction... It isn't healthy nor is it "Normal", and I chose to escape....

But I know that fear is the greatest slave master, and when you're too afraid to take the steps to freedom, when you're too afraid to trust your inner knowing & Creator, then you are stuck & mired in quicksand and eventually the stress from the abuse will disable you physically & then kill you.

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